Paranoid-best short piece

It's a rush and a sense of urgency. Someone is after me and rushing me at the same time. I have to shoot this baby of mines I have been raising for three years. It's been very stressful and time consuming but I have to do what I have to do. I can't sit here and look at it because it pisses me off. What if something happens to me. What if I don't get it done and it's too late. So many things in the world I want to do before I die and shooting this three year old baby will help a lot.

I am running from what everyone faces at their end, I know it will catch up to me soon but I must do things while I'm out of its reach. It can pop up anytime and anywhere. Some people have strange and crazy things on their bucket list. Some people have a desire to rob a bank at least once in their life just to see if they'd get away. Others want to go skydiving when they know they are afraid of heights. I just want to shoot this three year old baby I have been raising. I don't know why it feels like I have to do it but I just have to do it. It will make me feel better to know that I've done this simple task before death catches up to me.

All I want to do is make film, I'm getting older and I want to shoot at least one film before I die.